Don't let me get me

I'm my own worst enemy

Once more November has rolled around I feel beyond exhausted; time is never enough, the sun sets too fast, sleep does not restore or refresh.
I'm falling behind in my schoolwork and it seems as if I'll never catch up again. Miss a class here and there - the van wouldn't start, appointment with a rheumatologist I've been waiting seven months for - and I somehow missed it all. What the hell has happened to me?